He told me he didn't feel the way he used to��he wanted something more than what i was giving him he wanted to�actually kiss me and hold me and touch me and make love to me. He wanted to hold my hand�all in all he wanted a PHYSICAL RELATIONSHIP�......i kept pleading and crying but that was all useless...he left anyway.� I called him on his mobile but he had disconnected it...i didnt dare call him on his house phone(maybe once or twice i did....but i always hanged up)
I kept calling his mobile on hope that he may have reconnected it again...but all invein. I was very hurt. It was hard to sleep at night without him on the other side of the phone listening to my snore, i cried alot and lost 12 kilos in the process(at least thats the only good thing to come out of it....but eddy loved his women curvy, he loved ass the most)
I emailed him� just to let all my emotions out...no one knows about me and Eddy so it was really hard during my time of grief...i had absoutley no support from anyone but like they� say what doesn"t kill me only makes me stronger!
He honestly told me he� that he was at first �attracted to the fake myspace girl's looks but fell in love with�ME simply because of my personality... thankfully he forgave me.
My realtionship with Eddy for 19 months was nothing but emotional, we have never met� physically he doesnt even have a picture of what i look like. This took a toll on him and�he broke it off.
I refused to accept that...i actually stalked him!!! Calling him 5 times a day he never botherd to pick up my calls so that infuriated me even more. I recall calling his house phone once he picked up and quickly changed his accent and said "this is Eddy's dad Sorry he isnt home" The same thing kept happening whenever anyone picked up the phone....they always claimed he was out
Two weeks later he called we talked and out of nowhere he gave me a kiss. Turns out that was a one night stand!!� a friend of his texted me saying Eddy was confused when he came back to me.......like before i kept on fighting for our love to come back. The response not what i had excpected
Falling in love is not easy as i found out. I cant explain what we had lets just say it was magic.� I� think i kept picking fights with him just to test if what we had was solid as a brick,
We constantly had phone sex it was great....we are quite horny people.� He could make up a scene of what we would do to each other, his voice alone aroused me with my legs pressed hard together i'd listen�and then just cum. It was quite addictive he didnt enjoy it as much but he loved making me happy so he didn't mind doing it
None of us predictated that we would fall in love that hard.......something deep and dark constantly haunted me. I lied to Eddy about who i was
That gal on myspace was not me. She hardly looked like me. I felt so fuckin guilty one night when we were talking i just blurted it out. He was suprised(who wouldn't be!) and shocked. Eddy didn't see this one coming!
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Well, im sick and i dont want to do anything right now. But im gonna say that i am on the cheerleading team and i am 12 years old. i am in sixth rade with the best friends youll ever know. im a rebellious little child that talks back to a fucked up teacher that i hate like hell. you knowid rather burn in hell then to be his student. screw him. Well enough said about that, umm i have a myspace at www.myspace.com/scuchi and ask me to be a friend if you like. im very nice and when i do something bad i get really cold. literally i do, i start to shiver and freak out then i cant think about anything but what i did. im not picky when it comes to friends. but if i hear shit about people talking about me behind my back, spreading rumors, gossiping, or saying im something im not ill kick your ass and if your bot sorry then, youll surly be the sorest. im pretty famous in my school for dyeing my hair orange and cutting it shorter than a dweeb. hmm, but i grew back. my fave colour is blue or green.�
1) So you are driving down the road, minding your own business, when you look in your rear-view mirror and notice that the car/truck behind you is riding more than a bit too close in an attempt to "push" you.� You look down at your speedometer and see that not only are you going the speed limit, but you are going over it.� You want the guy off your tail, so you decide to decelerate by letting off the gas petal.
2) So you are driving down the road, minding your own business, when you look in your rear-view mirror and notice that the car/truck behind you is riding more than a bit too close in an attempt to "push" you.� You look down at your speedometer and see that you are not going the speed limit, and are going a bit slower than it.� You want the guy off of your tail, so you decide to decelerate by letting off the gas petal.
These are two scenarios, both pretty similar, but the a$$hole driver in each scenario is different.� In 1, the guy trying to "push" you when you are already going over the speed limit is the a$$hole, and he deserves every bit of frustration and outrage you can create by slowing down.� I actually like to slow down to just at the speed limit, and if he still won't back off, then slow down more.� There is absolutely no reason to "push" a car that is already going over the speed limit -- that car is already keeping traffic flowing faster than normal.� Back off, a$$hole.
In 2, the driver who slows down when he/she is already going slower than the speed limit becomes the a$$hole driver.� Sorry, but you are already impeding traffic by going slower than the speed limit, causing a nuisance.� Slowing down even further only makes you more of an a$$hole than you were in the first place by not driving the speed limit.� There are laws in some states making it a ticketable offense for driving at a rate of speed that impedes the flow of traffic.� There is absolutely no reason to drive slower than the speed limit.� Get off your phone, put out your cigarette, and speed up, a$$hole.
Road rage is a terrible thing (something I suffer from), and having a$$holes on the road only makes it worse.
A simple way lead a simple life...
dat's wat i always dreamed of...
but reality is reality....life is meant to be complicated....
at least i still hav u....u will noe who r�u when u read dis....
but who am i?? to u...to every1....or even..myself.....
i hope sum1 will tell me...i'll b waitin....
a happy day begins with a simple smile....
^^readers....blogers....hav a nice day...
(18/4/2008)
I am Alvin Siow....
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